28 May, 2018

HOW?


A thing that came up on my mind today was, everyone has bad days. Days when they just feel like a crap, when they are self-doubting etc. I will take for example people on social media, which I follow and know how successful they are and how their success comes bigger and bigger each day.
My question is - how do they maintain to stuck to their jobs when they feel for nothing? And I'm talking about people who run their own businesses or work from home.
I'm talking about the girl who is smiling on her photos on the blog and below the picture, she is writing how she cried that day and how much she's got to deal with her problems. Or a Youtuber/vlogger who is regular in posting videos on her channel but also struggles with herself all the time?

Everyone is dealing with their love problems, school and studying, family, career, what you wanna be, where you see yourself, how to accomplish goals and so on.
But when it hits me, I just want to shut everything down and hide from everyone.
How should I be able to write some positive post here, a.k.a pretend that everything is great and without problems, when it isn't and I'm dealing with myself on a daily basis? And that refers to almost everything. How should I do anything with a bad mood?

Are they really strong persons?
Is it because they do what they love, so it some kind of a way out from a bad mood?
How can others be regular in what they do, even when they not feel so good and be good at it?
How to still be in a mood for doing something when you can't move from lying position on your couch?
How to explain it when you switch from good to bad and from bad to good mood several times a day?

I think that's it for today. Xx

24 May, 2018

SHOPPING - DONE



I went to shopping on Tuesday. I think I will take an outfit post today, with one of the combinations I bought because I'm totally in love with it. Gosh, you could spend a lot of money on clothes now. So many beautiful pieces. 
I'm searching for kimono, That's the only thing I couldn't find this time. But I will find it somewhere because I have so many outfit ideas on my mind with it.

I should start to learn for my exams. I'm so close to the end and I can't wait to finish my uni. I can't anymore, hahah.
Anyways, I'm going to study German and then catch up with Nina. In the evening I will go to see my little nephew with my mum. He's turned 14 days yesterday <3

23 May, 2018

MIND SHAKING


Impressing, right?
Mimi Ikonn post it the other day on her Insta stories. I took a screenshot of it and decided to share it with you, in case you don't follow her. If you want to follow her, click here. This woman is amazing.  She accomplished a lot and has a lot, but still, so grounded.
Her family travels a lot, they have been in so many amazing locations. They work hard, but they do what they love. They have so amazing lifestyle. But yet, they have these dark thoughts and tough moments just as everybody. 
Some people, from my circles, who aren't worldwide popular but have an amazing lifestyle and are achieving their goals every day, step by step are in the same position.

The main thing, that causes thoughts that you aren't worth enough is social media. We are constantly looking posts and stories of others and have a feeling we are constantly somewhere behind. That's why I tried not to be so much on social media. It really can be devastating for your inner peace and happiness.

I would love to share my life, give advices. Not just share some cute pictures and present my life as a perfect one with x number of filters on photos. But I'm not out from my comfort zone completely to do that. But I know I will be there :)

What do you think about what she said?




16 May, 2018

I LOVE YOU, MY SILLY LITTLE FRIEND


Yesterday, Nikolina has had her promotion. She graduated in radiology. So we went to her promotion in Zagreb. After that, we were starving and went to eat when we turn back to Karlovac. Everything was in a rush and crowded, so I didn't take a photo with her alone. We just have photos with other two friends. I avoid posting photos with others, of respect for them. You know how it all goes.... And that's the main reason why there are no any photos with Nikolina in a toga and cap, with a bunch of flowers, hahah. But then we came to the point where I figured out I have a lot of cute photos with her. <3

Every day my mum and I were going to my brother and sister in law. My nephew is so cute and is growing so fast already. It's been a week today since he is born.

Something I realized today was how great my life is at the moment. It's Wednesday, middle of the week, we were all together, on the balcony, drinking coffee after lunch, Adrian (that's my nephew's name) was sleeping in a room, we were watching him on a monitor (amazing thing when you have a newborn). Nobody was in a rush or anything. That's how I want my life to be every day. I was so grateful for that. I still am.