20 November, 2017

IF YOU'RE GOING THROUGH HELL, KEEP GOING


Today I woke up with the feeling of anxiety and pressure, again. I don't know what is happening to me. The whole weekend was practically the same thing. Even I know that nothing is how it looks like at first and everything will be fine at the end, I still cope with the same feeling every day. On Thursday I have one exam. Then next week on Tuesday One presentation and one exam. And then the week after that two exams and one presentation and what's more fun, on the same day presentation and exam, again. It's easy and boring at the same time. 

The main problem is that I know some things better now. I know that I don't need to work somewhere and something I don't want to and where I don't find myself. I also know what I want from my life, perchance. I know how I want my life to look like. And this is something I don't see myself in. But, anyway, I'm not quitting my course. This will be my proof that I didn't quit at some small obstacle. This will strengthen me.
Today was such a beautiful day. Sunny and warm, after a long period of rainy days. I had my first lecture at 9:30 am. Somehow, I thought I need to go with 9:45 am bus. You see there's no sense, right? Hahahah
Anyway, my first thought was: Okey, I will be late half an hour. But after a few minutes, I thought why I don't skip that lecture? So, I did. Hahaha. I had a proper breakfast, listened to my favorite motivational speaker on YT while having a breakfast and so on. And then I decided to walk to the town. I have about an hour's walk to the city. I really needed it. I love to walk, I love the sun, I love fresh air, I love nature. I really appreciate those moments. My mood went high and I was feeling better after that. 

Xx

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  2. Such a great post! Amazing details!!
    xx
    Mónica Sors
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  3. Sending you a warm cozy hug babe! I suffer with anxiety and depression and can understand your struggle very well. I just want to let you know that even though I don't know you I am so proud of you that you aren't letting these small obstacles let you scare away! That's the fighting spirit, we are always there to cheer and support you :)
    xx
    Ankita
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  4. This is such a great inspiring quote, girl; thanks for sharing and I hope you’re having a great week so far!

    Xo,

    Jalisa
    THE STYLE CONTOUR

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  5. I'm relieved you feel better after you did all these things. All the best to you!
    xx from Bavaria/Germany, Rena
    www.dressedwithsoul.com
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